Human Nature

I have been thinking about the monks that try to purify themselves to be able to perform magic. This is stupid because trying to purify yourself for magic is in itself a selfish act. I work magic and I am not a pure man not that I am evil or corrupt I draw my power from the earth rather than directly from God. Very few can draw directly from God. It’s like trying to tap a high voltage power line you can do it but you’ll be fried. Even in the bible, God told those that asked that it would harm them. Mosses just looked on God’s power and he was aged 80 years and had to wear a vale to hide his face from then on because his face glowed. Mortal beings can’t handle that kind of power. It has been noted that those touched by God were changed that they were no longer mortal and could not remain on earth once their mission was complete. I have also been thinking about the priesthood not that I want to be one but about the recent issue of letting them marry. I think that the church should allow priest to marry because it would solved the problem of inappropriate sexual behavior in the priesthood. Sexual desire is a natural part of the human instinct and when you try to repress your instincts they have a way of coming out in undesired ways.